“Father, I write you a few lines to let you know I am safe. I have some bruises but overall I am in good health.
I must confess to you, I have committed a heinous crime. I killed a child in uniform. I live day to day, minute to minute with this guilt. After I killed him, I held his little body and cried.
I joined the army to become a man, and now I have become a murderer. What shame! The other soldiers say, ‘Better him than you!’ But my guilt and shame resides. I suspect they are right, but I close my eyes and feel his small body in my arms again and again!
God, release me from this pain of guilt! I fear you will not recognize your son. I do not recognize him. I still remain your loving and faithful son. (Redacted)”
– Anonymous Iraqi Soldier. Iran-Iraq War, 1981.
This letter was submitted to me by the brother of the soldier and has requested his identity remain anonymous.
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